living in two places at once but feeling like i am nowhere
"i lost my baby
i lost my darlin'
i lost myself
i lost my mind"
lost too deep lost for too long
kind of difficult to figure things out when i don't even know what there is to be figured.
you can do a colon cleanse, but not cleanse your mind. not really. no way to get all the shit out short of a lobotomy.
i want to be myself again...but i don't think that i ever knew who that was.
how to get the happiness back...
how to go back there and bring it into the present...
i think that i finally win one thing...and then get too close to losing everything else.
over
and over
and over and over
and over and over and over
and over and over
and over
again
between a rock and a hard place and a cliff and a glacier
i want my loves back
Indulge my curiosity...
Monday, January 26, 2009
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I know all too well the exact feeling! Maybe it is a Sagittarius thing!?
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