from my stationery in the past week or so 1.1

I will never
hardly
lie to you
and maybe
I can
not
lie for you
either.




work for backs of calves: in chinese hanzi-------
monkey/sagittarius




we are quite possibly...
amongst ourselves...

...more rawly giving...
selflessly giving..
...than more other '*people*'...
than we would care to consciously admit.

and
we
tend
to
intermitantly
kick ourselves
for this.
-ouch.

I can cook
garlicky enough
to give
a half-Sicilian
hurtish
HEARTBURN.
period.









even my own thoughts seem
to forget me


never part of any circle. i
am such a broken line
that never learned how to
curve smoothly.


"you make me
better"
could even be said
to my
dearest
frenemies
just
enemies



while I am not altogether
altruistic... I believe myself to
be closer to the known definition
(almost verging on scientific *wink*
) of that word than is the
average female of my
"limited" experience.








*t.shirt/button/etc./apparel

-"you will be photographed"

". . ."
"maybe"


"my friends get me sick
and i love them."










22:52 20 Feb 2008
Hei gen...sandwiched
pleasantly
images of
Alice's catterpiller come
to mind

smoking through
a straw again.

the foreigner in the suit with
carrying
the suitcases

didn't forsee him in time

our eyes managed
to meet
unspoken secret smile

an unknown dear friend's help on
an unexpectedly
beautiful day
perfect weather
bits of previously
unvoiced dreams bubbled
a bit over.

drool?


wo xian xin wo ke yi
i believe that...
get further
get past this

i can
get further beyond









dope n dusted --
electric
guitar